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Psych Ward Visit #3's Gonna Be The One For Sure !​!​!​1​!​!

by Piranha Mae

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1.
Don't get close to me or I'll get close to you I'm okay if you want to throw me away hey, throw me away (x8) I don't get it but I really wanna get it, oh yeah should've said it but my body wouldn't let it out yeah I'm upset and I don't wanna take it out on you yeah I don't get it, oh yeah I don't get it, oh yeah Get it, get it, get it, get it, get it, get it, oh yeah (x8) Why you gotta be like that? Trying not the be like that? I don't wanna be like that I'm on my knees like stop put it back before I put a fucking bullet in your back like, hold up I don't wanna live like this I don't wanna be seen when I look like this I'm shit I don't wanna be like this (x8) Don't get close to me or I'll get close to you I'm okay if you want to throw me away hey, throw me away (x2) not a big deal I don't even care what you say or do I don't get it but I really wanna get it, oh yeah should've said it but my body wouldn't let it out yeah I'm upset and I don't wanna take it out on you yeah I don't get it, oh yeah I don't get it, oh yeah Get it, get it, get it, get it, get it, get it, oh yeah (x8)
2.
hurt me 02:08
I didn't want you to know but you knew right from the start and now I'm watching you go walking away with my heart I think it's totally wrong I think it's totally gross you can consider this song a fucking knife at your throat Hurt me, yeah hurt me and I can't get enough It irks me, it irks me you're pulling all your punches holding onto grudges, oh no hurt me rough I can't get enough I can't get enough na na na na na (x4) Like woah, everybody hitting me up like woah Everybody making me act up woah Everybody making me cry like woah you're making me feel uncomfortable woah, making me go why does everybody gang up on me like woah everybody making me cry like woah everything's making me uncomfortable Hurt me, yeah hurt me and I can't get enough It irks me, it irks me you're pulling all your punches holding onto grudges, oh no hurt me rough I can't get enough
3.
you don't have to say I love you back I don't even know why I said that let's just pretend that i was drunk and just fooling around again you don't have to say I love you back but i wish you would (x4) now I'm stuck living in the past I wish I never fucking asked I pray to god for this to end I wish that we were never friends and if you see me once again I hope that you can just pretend that you don't know who the fuck I am I wish I never fucking asked I don't mind but I really gotta tell you that when ever I'm around you time slows down it's so weird now without you I keep talking to my best friend and he's telling me to press send here goes nothing but I wish you would (x4) now I'm stuck living in the past I wish I never fucking asked I pray to god for this to end I wish that we were never friends and if you see me once again I hope that you can just pretend that you don't know who the fuck I am I wish I never fucking asked
4.
whatever 02:01
what ah ah ah ah ever fall down get up get better what ah ah ah ah ever after that what ah ah ah ah ever all this money make it easy to forget her what ah ah ah ah ever after that Yuges with the cards I stack it up, uh rail tracer I hack it up, yuh bitch step forth, don't back it up look into my eyes, they're the eyes of the baphomet yuh fuck it up I'm on the chemicals, I'm an Akira step into the club and I'm taking all they can offer up pack it up, put it down, ain't nobody make a sound unless you want to end up putting numbers on my body count I flip it I get, learned to regret it Said I'm ahead of your time words you learned to abide by so many times I cried fine I'm not perfect I'm working towards the surface Your words ain't worth shit, nah I'm with a bad bitch, torrenting Massive asking where the bathroom is and what a classic mistake it's tragic, somewhat of an addict so if anybody got any dope I'm a have it I ain't asking bitch I'm a pacifist I won't hurt you if you don't pass me that shit like fuck what ah ah ah ah ever fall down get up get better what ah ah ah ah ever after that what ah ah ah ah ever all this money make it easy to forget her what ah ah ah ah ever after that
5.
I’m trying not to cry I’m trying not to cry But My oh my they make it hard to Keep myself alive All the time All the time It feels like I’mma die wonder why they why they make it easy for me to just.. Everyone I know keeps wishing me the best yeah Staring at my phone, hoping nobody with text it Wanna be alone, but I hate being depressed yeah Creeping for your bones You can call me Laura les yeah Yeah Call me Maddie from Celeste Yea yea How I’m making my ascent yeah yeah Even when I’m stressed Feelings I cannot address Yeah With so many complicated complications, guess I Really should have guessed
6.
sedentary 02:04
I’m in love with you I’m not Ever Ever gonna stop Doing all this stupid stuff While I’m Sedentary yeah I’m in love with you I’m not Moving from this fucking spot Till my body starts to rot And it’s very scary yeah I’m in love with you I’m not Ever ever gonna stop Doing all this stupid stuff While I'm sedentary yeah I’m in love with you I’m not Moving from this fucking spot Till my body starts to rot Till I’m dead and buried yeah Till I’m dead and buried yeah Fall into Hysteria It will never be enough Till I’m dead and buried Was it necessary? Slow and steady Always Wins the race Seems arbitrary And to be honest with you I wasn't honest with me And if you wan to keep this brief Then I'll be gone in a week And to be honest with you I wasn't honest with me I've been stuck inside my room And I've forgotten how to breathe And if it's alright with you Then it's fine by me I think I'd prefer it if we never ever speak again I’m in love with you I’m not Ever Ever gonna stop Doing all this stupid stuff While I’m Sedentary yeah I’m in love with you I’m not Moving from this fucking spot Till my body starts to rot And it’s very scary yeah I’m in love with you I’m not Ever ever gonna stop Doing all this stupid stuff While I'm sedentary yeah I’m in love with you I’m not Moving from this fucking spot Till my body starts to rot Till I’m dead and buried yeah
7.
I've got friends now I've got money now I've got everything But I'm still overwhelmed Yeah it's stupid But I can't shake it off If I could then I wouldn't have to tell myself ur not ur not ur not ur not ur not ur not good enough (x4) Nothing to believe in I'm always on alert, yeah it's probably the reason I'm always getting hurt, yeah I don't even really mind if you wanna go first I'll go last again and again and again (copyright infringment, but hehe butts) I've got friends now I've got money now I've got everything But I'm still overwhelmed Yeah it's stupid But I can't shake it off If I could then I wouldn't have to tell myself ur not ur not ur not ur not ur not ur not good enough (x4)
8.
Hey where'd you go now muffin? Let me know when you've returned I love it that you're not like other girls I'm blushing, struggling working the nerves to let you know But you're a ghost now baby I can't see you anymore So shaky, face down sprawled across my floor Don't blame me if I'm knocking at your door To let you know You're so flawless it still upsets me wondering how you could have left me so easy like you never met me stuck inside a cage You’re so cute that it’s kind of scary When I’m with you I’m always staring You and me, we’re the perfect pairing But you went away Now I’m so broken, it’s gonna cost you I’m so dead and I’m gonna haunt you I can’t dance but I kind of want to Dance upon your grave Why? Get out of my mind Erase all our history I'm trying to tend my injuries I'm Crying all of the time Trying to calm these doubts in me I'm working on my self esteem I can't sleep but I can pretend to Leave your house but I'm in your bedroom There's no one around to protect you I will make you pay You’re so cute that it’s kind of scary When I’m with you I’m always staring You and me, we’re the perfect pairing But you went away Now I’m so broken, it’s gonna cost you I’m so dead and I’m gonna haunt you I can’t dance but I kind of want to Dance upon your grave
9.
MONST3R 01:31
10.
ASD 04:29
You don't You don't You don't You don't have to wait up on me I'll be I'll be I'll be I'll be I'll be fine by myself ASD-D-D, ASD-D-D, ASD-D-D, ASD Every single eye-contact I make is manufactured Failing to recreate your natural reactions I'll be struggling with every social interaction Always analyzing what's the safest course of action You don't You don't You don't You don't have to wait up on me I'll be I'll be I'll be I'll be I'll be fine by myself I wish i didn’t have eyes So I did not have to see you Looking back at me looking back at you And not understand what to do I wish I could understand What everybody else gets Eye contact and Body language Facial features expressing anguish I wish I could understand it You don't You don't You don't You don't have to wait up on me I'll be I'll be I'll be I'll be I'll be fine by myself ASD-D-D, ASD-D-D, ASD-D-D, ASD Every single eye-contact I make is manufactured Failing to recreate your natural reactions I'll be struggling with every social interaction Always analyzing what's the safest course of action You don't You don't You don't You don't have to wait up on me I'll be I'll be I'll be I'll be I'll be fine by myself

about

I'm releasing this album the night before my admission to a psychiatric clinic (for the third time woOOOoohYeEaAAh)

I made these songs during the build up to my admission, and their themes reflect where i was emotionally (not great lol). They're all upbeat sounding but pretty sad.

Working on every one of these songs gave me some emotional relief and catharsis from what I have been experiencing, and I hope that they offer you something similar.

Love Mae<3

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released March 12, 2024

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hi ! i make music and video essays and draw sometimes :D

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